Reflection

當面對以下情況，我會... ...
1. 在既定法則之下，某些事情我應該要做，所以我做。
2. 發自內心，非做不可，所以我做。


第1項是我的黑暗位，常常發生。
例如，朋友之間需要互相遷就，不多加體諒或好好配合，就不夠朋友(法則)，因此我會盡力去做；然而，其實我內心有萬個不願意，內裏不一，導致我對「朋友」產生埋怨，懼怕，內疚，不安... ...

又例如，我不喜歡某些親戚，但正因為他(們)是我的親戚，我必須尊重他(們)(法則)，但我內心真的很討厭他(們)，不想討好他(們)... ...


第2項很少出現。
甚少出現這種發自內心的行為。
我做事實在太沒幹勁，對別人也是冷冷淡淡的。


Reflection
Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see,
staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show, who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time
When will my reflection showwho I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel
Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflection show Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show Who I am inside？?